It's so hard.

Its so hard to say i love you & not draw back in tears,
Its so hard to know you're not there to help me face my fears,
Its so hard to know the phones at reach,
But i can't hear your voice.
Its so hard to know that this time breaking up wasn't my choice,
Its so hard to see you happy when im crying deep inside,
Its so hard to just find feelings & now have to make them hide,
Its so hard to live without you when i need you more than words,
To want to scream how much i love you but hold back & not be heard.
Its so hard to go to sleep at night when i can't dream of you,
Its so hard to think you might fall in love with someone new,
Its so hard to not start crying when i hear our songs,
Its so hard to sit & wonder "Where did i go wrong?"
Its so hard to live without you,
If only i would have known,
I will never love another,
I would rather be alone.